I couldn't find my phone, so you got a blog post instead.
Finally, it seems, right at the end of a lifetime of little changes of degrees, our final part of conversion into being a Christian will take place. When we see He as He is, then we will finally be as we are.
Take this blog post, for instance,it was only when we conversed with that one comment on the Phatfish video I was watching "this is the message that I want people to know" that I was able to do it. Even now, a few minutes after the connection, I am scrabbling around for understanding and words to get the message across which for a few moments was crystal clear and trans-formative for me. Now left by myself and hold my sight, I'm retreating back into my defensive shell of shyness and trying to deflect and defend that by using long words to show understanding. When I die, that moment of half-seeing will become moments of true company and then I can finally shed and let go of this life.
