I am in AGONY

PAIN HURT TORTURE TORMENT ANGUISH AFFLICTION MISERY DISTRESS GRIEF WOE WRETCHEDNESS HEARTBREAK HEARTACHE PANGS THROES EXCRUCIATION

LIKE MY SOUL OR WHATEVER INSIDE IS SHIFTING AND RENDING ITSELF IN TWO TRYING TO TEAR FABRIC AND SCREAMING IN GRIEF AS THE TWO HALVES ARE WRENCHED FROM EACH OTHER> TORN APART.

Its to do with my mum. And her mum somehow and misery, misery passed on and not being numb but being separate from the same time. I want to rip the skin from my arms flayed alive. stripped protective barrier definition of an outline and line between two souls I live here and no further and you live there and no further.